we're still family.

spare some time for us. u know that we miss you.

your big ego,with NO self esteem

learn to let go.
i send my sincere condolence to you
for feeling inferior
learn some self-pride
don't go for low prices
learn to dance
im sorry for your two left feet
learn to stride
my apologies for my seemingly longer legs
learn to stretch
i cant help if im taller

miss you so.

take care,you!!

i know you will behave yourself cause u're too dormant to come up with ideas =D

i got news to tell you already.

so much.

better IM me asap before i end up forgetting all of it

i miss you still!

maybe if there's two sisters,i might miss u less.

KIDDING!

i still love you,silly.

you will miss me.

am i suppose to say that i am going to miss you? =P

i know you will definitely miss me cause

you wont be hearing me sing off-key

you wont be seeing me dance like nuts

you wont hear my annoying rants

you wont hear my lame impersonations

you wont feel my hyperactive energy

you wont be able to hear me snore in my sleep

you wont have anyone to slap u when u sleep

you wont see me torturing all ur soft toys

you wont see me hurt myself like clumsy

you wont hear me complain bout how terrible u sing

you wont hear me make fun of you

you wont have me brushing ur hair like mad

you wont have me to go giggle-crazy with you

you wont have anyone to on the music really loud in ur room to piss u off

you wont have me around to mess up ur stuff

you wont have me eating all your candies and cookies in ur room

you wont hear me nagging at you for not exercising

you wont hear me talking about fashion trends all the time

you wont hear me telling you what fits what

you wont have me to pick your clothes for u

you wont have me there to make the vinaigrette dressing for ur salad

you wont have me there to give u my silly opinions

you wont have me to sleep next to you and fight for the quilt with you

you wont have me to tell you the latest gossip in school

you wont have me to make your day happy

you wont have me to accompany you to watch horror movies

you wont have me to help you create stuff

you wont have me there to help you pack gifts for friends

you wont have me there to share the same passion (eating) with you

you wont have me there to guide you around the kitchen

you wont have me to cook your meals for you

you wont have me to come up with gila ideas

you wont have me and my beautiful voice there

you wont have me and my silly face there

you wont have me and my bleh fringe

you wont have me and my lard to indulge in junkies during movie time

you wont have me there to make oreo cheesecake for you

you wont have me there to eat the flesh of the fried prawn when u eat the 'tail'

you wont have me there to sing into the mic together and blush together at our voices

you wont have me there to complain about my chem,physics and add math homework

you wont have me with you to complain about the million reasons why i hate sejarah

you wont have me to watch Fred with you

you wont have me to go 'Tropical!' retardedly with you

you wont have me there to shut u up when u say 'yea..okay'

you wont have me there to complain about how horrible your milk cream bun tastes

you wont have to hear me crave for cakes and cookies all the time

you wont have to grow fat eating with me

you wont have me to go camwhore-high with you

you wont have me singing in the showers

you wont see me taking up most of the space on your bed

you wont have me coming up with strange ideas about the future

you wont have me to talk to so comfortably like there's nothing that we can't say to each other

you wont have me there to talk about Chuck Bass

you wont have me there to drool over the hotties from Mr World

you wont have me telling you 'I want to go shopping'

you wont have the chance to see me go for the first interschool event

you wont have to hear about my goal of losing weight since two years ago

you wont have to hear me having passion about this and that

you wont have to hear me change from one dream occupation to another

you wont have me there to finish all ur sentences and lyrics to our fave songs

you wont have me there to watch American Idol with you for another few years

you wont have me there to play-role to Princess Diaries

you wont see me feel upset when im broke

you wont be here to see me gorge on sushis anymore

you wont have me to stay up till dawn with you

you wont have me there to sneak junk food into our room

you wont have me there to give you the jagung(sweet corn) in my ABC

you wont have me there to take my portion meat from your plate


despite all that,

i still say that






I AM GOING TO MISS YOU

cause you are my one and only sis.

i cant imagine living without you for so long.

too sexy?

i know it's a belief/religious rule about wearing clothes that are too revealing or being exposed to such surroundings for the Islams all over.hmm.i would definitely say that those are important.

but what's the difference between watching it on tv and seeing it live?cause in the end,you will still end up looking at it!!wtf.what's the point?
might as well just ban MTV and Channel V. or maybe just shut down Astro since there's people showing pure flesh on the tv screen most if the time.
what happened to the 'be open-minded to grow'?

and no offense but some do dress even more exposed than the rest.

what am i trying to say?Hmm..you will have to think a bit more.

i dont want to type more.who knows,if this topic starts to piss me off, i might get fined or jail for writing something that might hurt the 'prioritized' ppl. sorry lo...

wtf.i so do not mean tht at all.

the right song.

there's this recent song that keeps playing on Hitz.fm and it's suppose to be a good thing.not a bad one.wtf.

You Found Me by The Fray

Heres what Isaac had to say on their website about the song:

"You Found Me is a tough song for me. Its about the disappointment, the heart ache, the let down that comes with life. Sometimes you're let down, sometimes you're the one who lets someone else down. It gets hard to know who you can trust, who you can count on. This song came out of a tough time, and Im still right in the thick of it. There's some difficult circumstances my family and friends have been going through over the past year or so and can be overwhelming. It wears on me. It demands so much of my faith to keep believing, keep hoping in the unseen. Sometimes the tunnel has a light at the end, but usually they just look black as night. This song is about that feeling, and the hope that I still have, buried deep in my chest. "

i seriously think this song has plenty of meaning.even when the lyrics were not yet read, the interpretation is beautiful enough.deep and meaningful.

true colour.

after all these years of friendship,i thought i knew you well enough.
can't believe u would do such shameless things.
i guess i was wrong about u.
lucky for me,i learn to see your true colour.
fairly disappointed.

*silence*

let me be quiet.leave me alone.
how i wish each soul had a clone.
the misery i hide
with a smile so wide.
It happens all the time
but i still loathe goodbyes.

people leave too often.just when u are getting used to them, you have to separate. something that might make the bond stronger at first but it gradually gets looser.

what are the chances?

to my 3 fave people in this world!!!

hey you guyz~~

im so proud to say 

'Happy Sweet Sixteen' to the two bitch and a slut. lol.

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH

Happy Birthday, Hazel!

Happy Birthday, Wayne!

Happy Birthday, James!

pictures will be updated soon,i hope.

at the mean time,enjoy the last first day of your sixteenth life!

first week

one week down!! =D
it's one heck of a week.
so much stuff to do,so little time.

i'm almost done with the 'Twilight' book.
im stuck to the book.
Sometimes,when i read the description of Edward,his beauty somehow smothers me.woah!
I can't imagine if i were Bella...haha.i wish!
the next book would be 'New Moon'.

right now,i think Add Maths is already starting to make me suffocate.
hopefully the cause of it would be my rusty brain.
i'd be able to polish it just in time.

other than that, i can't complain about my teachers.they are fun!and in a way that it makes learning easier.

feelings of fifty?

i can't describe it now.

i'm thinking and thinking.

i think i'm having half a hundred of feelings in me now.

feelings that i dunno if it has name to it.

i am ... sad.

the beginning

the first day of school  : i woke up late and arrived just in time before lesson started

   i started to feel stress already

   a terribly tiring day.

second day of school: managed to borrow a 'Twilight' book. imma start reading soon.  =D

      the BM spm format nearly killed me

       i'm confused with Chemistry

       i'm starting to miss the life of Form 3.

       i'm waiting for the coming holidays.

it's seriously getting really depressing. =(

i really miss you guys like nuts.

misunderstood.

the title was just purely random.i was hearing a song by John Mayer.forgot the title of the song and the word came up.
i realised that i have not used that word for some time.
hmm...any implications?

anywayz,i hope u had a good first day of year 2009.

it's not even the first week of the new year and i already manage to fill in some spaces in my 'Most Embarrassing Moments'. i hope there's no more of those coming up...

school's starting in....wait!today's the 3rd.school starts on the 5th...ok.it starts in one day.omg.ONE DAY! well,it's night now so i cant count it as two days.

i cant imagine having to wake up at 6. =( but i dont mind going to school.at least i have something to do that fills my time.

holidays have just been semi-satisfying?i cant complain much cause after the long wait,i got my 7As! <3

i've got so so much things to do when the first day of school starts!!

happy happy...

i hope i can get some sleep before school.

enjoy the last day of holiday tomorrow,kids! =P

even Twilight is out of stock in MPH  =( 

2009!

happy happy new year!! 

it's year 2009 now~~

woot!

i'm still working on my new year's resolution list.i know it's a little too late.but i take the effort.

i wanna 'cleanse' my soul today and be a better me.that is important.

what is your New Year's resolution?    

happy 2009, you!