WHY DO WOMEN HAVE CRAVINGS?

i don't know what's up with me. 

i don't think i'm insane 

and i won't blame my hormones for this
but i feel like becoming a mother already.
put sex aside, 

i wanna wake up in the morning to hear my children screaming for me

i wanna do my daughter's hair every morning before she goes to school

i wanna remind my son to tuck in his shirt before he gets to school

i wanna cook dinner for a family of my own

right before i head to bed at night, i wanna stare into those eyes 

and i wanna hear them say 'Mummy, i love you' .

this is me after the photoshoot. 

you gotta love it right? :)

DO YOUR PART FOR CHARITY!!

www.malaysiabolehhandcraft.blogspot.com

IT IS A BLOG THAT SELLS HANDMADE SHOULDER BAGS AND BOOK CASES. 

the beautiful work is done by a single mother with 6 kids. she has prosthetic legs but that does not stop her from working hard to feed her children. 

if you are on a budget, just have a look. no harm just to click the link.
the bags look so beach-like to me! it's awesome!!

seriously people, it's better to support someone that is making honest money than to lend the money to someone that goes for prostitution or gambling.

i don't ask for a lot do i??

remember i've been crazily talking about saving money??

i managed to!!

but guess what?

i left it in school and it got stolen!!

FML

it's almost the end of april!

i'm alive!! can u believe it?

i've gone through so much this month,im emotionally and physically stressed out.
even food is not helping me out that much.

i've given thought into my future already.
how does PSYCHOLOGY sound?
after all the posts that you've read(if u do read) , what do you think?
does it suit me?

at the moment, i'm going into dancing again. this time, more active than ever. which is SO awesome. 

this got me to thinking..

if i happen to make it to perth next year, i'll be so moody or stagnant (is that the right word?). 

i've been running around with activities going on in school and what not. 

and at perth, where i'm studying, i don't think i'd have anything to do.

my life would be so un-hectic. and so not thrilling. :(

i'm currently googling for dance schools near my school already! hahahaha

for the love of preparation!!

oh, im done with my photoshoot already.

it was beyond awesome. 

the class really felt like a family. 

all conflicts aside, all love and fun on that day itself.

high school's almost over. :(

people people people!!

i can see that i havent written in AGES!!

anyhoos, my exam results are back. im glad that i didnt manage to fail anything but those are just mere passing marks. so unsatisfying. i gotta promise myself to work hard the next term. i let myself down this time. dont wanna let it happen again.

oh right, my 2010 resolution is to be a NERD!!

somehow i dont see this happening. hmmm..

my class photoshoot is coming up so soon! the anxiety is spreading like wildfire!!
i know i will so have fun.
im just not that happy with my hair at the moment. didnt manage to cut it during the exams cause it's like taboo to me.

i have this thinking that the information goes into my head and fills up my brain so badly, it clings to my hair. therefore, if i were to cut it off during exams, i would lose all my facts.

im sooo.. weird.
and now my hair's like crazy flat poodle. i need volume!!!

APRIL'S gonna be a busy month. oh gosh.

oh yea, did u know that i got april fooled?? oh me bollocks!

but i love it anyways :)