i see no fault when a girl dances in her panties when no one is around and she's locked in her own room.

for this, i am stupid.

it's less than a week away from my holidays being over and im just beginning to enjoy it.

oh, u stupid people for ruining it for me.

now, i have no idea how to usher in the new year.

im excited.

but i can't keep up with my own emotions sometimes, they're just too exhausting.

acck!! i haven't written my resolutions yet!

i just had this crazy thought in my head to put so much pressure on myself in everything that i do till i burst like fireworks. :)

oh yea, me and sister has this resolution to become bitches in 2010.

maybe in my case, BITCHIER.

i just realised that i put so many colours in my post that when i reread my own blog, it pisses me off.

but mono-colour can be really boring.

im really demanding arent i? even towards myself.

i will be back soon.
loves, kim

u know the feeling of being just a kid 

and secretly wishing for a happy fairytale ending?

those dreams become crushed by the harsh reality that we all have to face.

yes, you do encounter silly little heartaches when you're a teen 

but the worse thing is to see the things that you believed in most

was just a picture that's been plastered all along.

it was like really thick make-up to all that ugly mess

and when it unfolds itself

the hurt you feel 

just kills u slowly 

because you've loved so much and 

you've believed so much

yet, you can tell no one.

what my christmas of '09 is.

the heart bleeds another time
to realise that you’ll never be mine
it hurts the feelings of another soul
and it’s ugly-painted all over her world.
i hate turning 16
because reality kicks in
and the beauty that you have been seeing
isnt as pretty as you’ve been believing.
i don’t wish for another day of this
i don’t want any of your kiss
my heart, it cannot take anymore of this
because this heart is looking for what you cannot give.

it's Christmas Eve!!

i wanna party till the New Year is here.

jingle jingle..the bells!

guilty as charged for abandoning my blog for some time.

i know im not making money from writing

or having crazy fans getting online just to read my blog

but it's like an opening for my feelings and rants.

hey, there might be someone that's probably bored to death and looking for something to do

or filling up their spare time trying to get into the teen life < ;) >

and guess what, i don't think glancing through my blog posts will cut of your oxygen supply.

play nice,people. Santa is watching. I'm sure you all want your pressies.

and guess what! i've made a christmas wish list and boy, am i reasonable. i made a countable list and uber reasonable things to get. but if there's anyone out there that's nice enough to get me a gift, let me know. i'll give you the full 101 list :) im nice enough to give u choices.

christmas is so different this year. i haven't been looking forward to it. but i hope that it's gonna be a great one this year. it's like a last-minute looking-forward-to thing. can't believe i just procrastinate on my emotions.

anyways, i hope you all have a jolly christmas!! 

make Santa proud.

Note to Santa : Make me 2 inch taller,please?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ybEehM6zgFU


go watch! i swear it will make ur day!

break the circle.

ok. i think i've been hanging with pretty much the same group of people or the same kind. 
2010 is coming soon and i don't want to have a high school life with just this state of friends. lols.
i see some KK readers here. i'm planning to drop by in KK. i just don't know when. maybe u can holla at me? or email me or leave me something in my chatbox or whatever then we can meet up when im there. so awesome.  =D  i hope you're not some old pervert reader. 

i wish i could do the same for tumblr but everyone lives across the world or maybe just thousand and thousands of miles away.

can u tell?

im worried.can u tell?

i know i'm looking forward to 2010 but it's only 21 days till then??
and 25 days till school reopens. 
it's scary and sucky.

i think i still have some unfinished business of 2009 that i might want to settle before moving on to the new year!

so much ahead to look forward to!
so,i'm not gonna let anything come in the way now :)

im still stuck and addicted to tumblr. so not fun.

i've been going too.not enough to keep my mind off things though.

met people i haven't seen in ages.

oh yeah, i was shopping today.and there's this girl that suddenly grabs me on my shoulder.
she asked me if i remembered who she was.
how can i forget that innocent smile and that caring heart?
she was a student of mine that i had taught during my long holidays last year
it was sure nice to see her.
even nicer to be remembered. =)

i cant wait for something fun to happen.
i want to be under the sun!!
i wanna burn my skin and feel the pain of it peeling again

i have to start training for my interschool.
or at least start losing weight or else everyone in the team would think otherwise.

im looking forward to the holidays now.
amen.

with love,
kim
xoxo

i am blogging!!
im so sorry it's been dormant for quite some time.

im currently addicted to tumblr now.
go see.go follow :)
i like it tumblr cause i can just reblog and i see that in this world, there are people that goes thru the same stuff as i do.
oh, the joy!

im not gonna waste this holidays.
i wanna make the best of it.
it's my last holiday before my SPM.
time to party!!

christmas is coming soon!!
im glad im 16 because the presents become cooler. woot~
but i dont feel the vibe yet.
gonna set up the christmas tree soon!!

i have so many things to do this holidays. my lazy ass is just killing me.
im addicted to one tree hill now.
it's like my heroin.gah!

i still got school homework. plenty of it.

imma go out and see the world.
keep myself in for far too long.totally pointless.
time to explore and enjoy youth.

gonna think hard about my 2010's resolutions.
it's gonna be tough.

enjoy 2009 before it's gone, people!

xoxo
your beloved blogger
kim

the year is almost over

happy december!!

honestly, im freaking out!!  it's already almost towards the end of the year.
i've got public exams next year and im gonna separate from my friends after that.
this is so scary..
i hate the thought of it.

i guess i should concentrate on the people that have cherished me and those that are worthy of attention.

i guess i'll be coming up with a new list of resolutions soon. and this time i wanna make it realistic.
well, i think my 2009 list was pretty realistic but i guess there was too much to keep up with.

i can feel a blardy good year in front of me!  
i'll f8#k up anyone that tries to ruin it for me.

cheers to u!

go sip on smthg today!make urself high!
and have a good time with the people u love!