rock-i-tude!

i dunno why but i feel like rocking now.
like to rock in a rock band perhaps?
omg.
that's so awesome.
we can bang our heads back and forth.
hear the fluid in our brains shake.
lol.

i wanna be the screamer of the rock band!

get over your insecurities.

im sick of hearing you push me down like that.

i hate it everytime u try to embarrass me in front of others.

what's the reason behind this?

are u so insecure about yourself that you have to bruise people like that just to make yourself feel good?!

are u such a coward to admit defeat?

i used to seem fine everytime u do it because i treated u like a friend.

you have no idea how u can bruise people like that!

just reflect and learn!

it shows.

when i had my blog titled 'BREASTLESS' the other fine day, i had plenty of views.like PLENTY.

this clearly shows what kinda perverts they breed all over the world.lols

maybe not much of a pervert but horny.haha.gosh!

it turned out to be different from what you thought it would be huh?

well, i had u fooled then. =D

what's far more tiring than being confused?

right now, my schedule is packed to the maxx almost everyday.
it leaves me no time for my family.
then if i do, i'd have homework to finish.

i've realized so far that when something happens,it happens to me.
i don't get it. LIKE SERIOUSLY.
have i done smthg mean in my past life?
is this karma?
well, i think i've been pretty nice.
so , what's up with this mental torture that i have?
why does it seem that i own the black cat?
why everytime smthg nasty comes, it befalls upon me?

im not saying this just cause im going through something right now.
this has been happening to me since the end of last year.
i'm recalling and compiling everything
and it hits back at me of how unlucky i've been.
maybe it's just me.

if things are this way, i can't help it.
i can't do anything to make it change.
even if i did, then it wouldn't be how it's suppose to be.
i'll let Fate do the decision making.

a colour.

there's a distinction between black and white.
When something is black, it's said to be evil. When there's white, it immediately refers to pureness.
Black is always associated to death. White is hand-in-hand with life.
If you're wearing black, you're labelled dull. When wearing white, you are considered bright.
With the existence of something black, it means bad luck. With white,the opposite.
Black links to something dirty. White makes you cleansed.
Darkness is portrayed with black whereas hope is reflected with white.

so where does grey fit into?
does it mean that it's only this or that?
is there no compromise?
so when one hurts, the other feels no pain?

it confuses.
we can't make all the right choices at times.
who ever said living was easy?

im thinking grey...

BREASTLESS

this friend of mine suggested that this should be the title of my blog post.hmm..thanks?

to come and think of it, there are many good songs that can be ruined by this word. 

'you leave me breastless, you're everything good in my life'-Shayne Ward(No Promises)

'go on, go on, leave me breastless.tempt me,tease me...'-The Corrs(Breathless)

'i get so breastless when u call my name'-Corrine Bailey Rae(Breathless)

'over the edge and i'm just breastless...'-The Jonas Brothers(Lovebug)

good day,mate!

SUGAR POWER!!

zap zap!! the old me is back.

right now,there's this song stuck in my head. Flo-rida's 'Sugar'!!

well well well, what has happened so far??

MY BABE IS BACK FROM AUSTRALIA!! i miss her so much!
im so happy that i can annoy her all over again then i can just talk and talk to her non-stop.
oh how i can annoy her with my loud snore at night =P (i'll promise to use my nasal spray next time)
now i can sing off key with her and not be considered the noisiest and most horrible sounding thing at home.
i got someone young enough to be able to put up with my rough wrestles and smacks.

anyways, i'm rather proud(?) of myself these past few months.FOR EVERYTHING that i've been through.

time for cakes~

stay strong.

what's not worthy.

it's never worth it to help a friend that doesn't care

it's never worth it to cover up and ur friend doesn't learn

it's never worth it to screw up ur studies just because a guy crushed u

it's never worth it to take your own life when u feel down

it's never worth it to let ur family down just cause u're so emotional

it's never worth it to be there for someone that never cared

it's never worth it waiting for someone,life's not a million years

it's never worth it to make life so miserable when the person no longer bothers

it's never worth it to love someone that makes u cry so much

it's never worth it..

never,at all.

be strong.

the whole world has a smile on.

the whole world has a memory to keep.

treasure what u have from the past

and be enthusiastic about the future.

gaH!

well,tomorrow's the last day of exams!!

i've got mathematics and history.

honestly,i think im beginning to love exams.

i like the short hours.

i like having not to learn new stuff but to just focus on the ones that i've learnt.

and the fact that i just found out the difference between antivirus and anti-spyware. LMFAO!!

im no computer-kind. talk about bimbo-ness! =P

right now, im just as confused as before.maybe even more.. =(
i dont wanna get back into my depression mode.

tick tock!!

time is precious now!!

i get what it means..

im having exams.

should have revised earlier?

no time for regrets.

im so stressed it's giving me pimples!!

I HATE PIMPLES!!!!

but i got happier at the same time.

it's about time i did.