Saturday, May 30, 2009

women these days.


Women are so capable these days.
I found it disgusting but given time to think about it, 'Why not?'

Women are often labelled as housewives, the caretaker of the children and the ones that produce the next generation. this makes us sound like machineries.like we're just being used.

Since the beginning of time,since the first people on earth began to have sex, it is often known that the male population of certain civilisation were allowed to marry whoever they wanted,producing as many babies as they want(in short,having as much pleasure as they can) before their machine starts to slowdown. This is what we call sexist!!making the male population dominant to pick whoever they wanted is silly.It's even stupider for the women to let the guys pick them.To further simplify this,it's like an old rich guy seeking pleasure from prostitutes. This further leads to broken family and when coming back to the reasons of why this happened, the male would blame the female for not functioning or for being too old.

However, times have changed.Who said only the male can have fun? Women these days are also seeking male partners-gigolos. Some do it because they seek revenge, some do it because they are lonely or some do it simply cause their husband's weapon is malfunctioning. Whatever it is, this clearly proves that not only the male can do better. These (sometimes) old women seen frolicking in another boy's muscular arms.

well,I guess the world is even now. =D
guys,know what you are doing next time
because we can do it twice the fun you do.


Wednesday, May 27, 2009

time to grow up

today's topic would be RESPONSIBILITY.

my dear people,
we are currently 16.
i wouldnt expect you to raise a baby
and feed a whole family
but the least you could do is to contribute into something
and respect the ones that are willing to lead.

it is not very enjoyable to co-ordinate people that wouldn't give their cooperation.
somehow, now im not surprised we didnt get in the performance.
HOW THE HELL CAN WE PERFORM EVEN WHEN WE CANT ARRANGE OURSELVES TO TAKE A BLOODY PICTURE.

thinking you guys have grown up which you should,but you didnt, you guys were left with more time to organise yourselves.but no..
you can't blame it all on the person who took charge of this. think about what you've done.there's always a time to play and a time to be serious.

i am as mad and crazily disappointed at all that was happening,embarrassed at what has happened.

you may not like it when i scream and shout but the outcome turns out amazing. I know i can be naggy and all but i just want you all to learn to be responsible. trust me,it's for your own good.

this is like my personal letter to you.

if u dont give an 'f' bout this then i wont bother.im sick and tired of this already.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

what is right?

is it wrong for me to want to have rehearsals again?

is it wrong for me to perform again?

is it wrong that i want things to be the way they were?

is it wrong if time never moved and the earth stood still?

is it wrong for me to keep bringing up the past...?

wanna kiss this?


for all Edward Cullen fans, i let you drool over the picture.twice.

get $30,000 from daddy to buy a kiss from him!!
He sold two kisses for $28,000 each.
i bet you girls wanna be a millionaire now.
=D

homework.

it's a rainy saturday
i'm in the midst of completing my homework
look out the window and see the rain pour
take a minute of break
close my eyes
nostalgia hit me like a wave.
oh,how i miss..
oh, how i wish..

weekends + homework = moody (known to me as the WORST combination ever)

Gossip Girl SPOILER!!

Gossip Girl's Season 2 ends with Episode 25.
As interesting as it always has been,
it left me hanging in the end
when Serena went with Carter to find her biological dad.
Whatever sorrow in that episode
was all gone when Chuck FINALLY said those 3 words to Blaire,
she didnt run,she didnt budge
but they healed everything with a kiss and smiles to warm our hearts.

i cannot wait for Season 3.is it really gonna wait till next year?
=(

Friday, May 22, 2009

oh so infectious!

does that word exist?? 'infectious'?


have you heard of a slow and touching 'Pokerface'?this one is amazing.somehow,it nearly made me teared.it's not the lyrics but the flow of the music and the piano. what a talent!




besides this song, what can i relate infectious too...??hmm...i've been infected by plenty of stuff these days.
-Cadbury's Black Forest Chocolate
-tuna
-spicy food
-rice?? (OMG!!isn't that surprising?!?)
-Twisties
-french fries!!
-strawberry filled stuff
-Pussycat Dolls' Jai-ho
-Neyo's Mad
-the need to dance
-the 'want' to perform
-the desire to shop
-the excitement of sleeping
-the dream to slack

i've been so off track my blog.nothing makes sense anymore. haha. i can't get it in my head. but i remember of something i learnt in Bio,whether it is a rodent or a ruminant, it eats its own poo.like woah!!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

merry merry me.

i feel the need to krump now. it is so ameh-zing!!the energy and the vibe of everything.
totally suitable to release stress.love it!

RESULTS OF THE AUDITION: We did NOT get in.
i repeat, we did NOT get in.

haha.im feel bad for them.oh wells..da dee dumm!

the holidays are coming soon.woot~ NO SCHOOL! =D =D

then,pretty soon my sis will be coming back really shortly.
dang,i'll be crazy like bananas then!

i'm pretty busy busy busy(x5)....

Sunday, May 17, 2009

unworthy

how come we dont have paparazzis in Malaysia??
the term 'paparazzi' is so much more sophisticated to use
and they DONT deserve it.
they are such screw ups
they can't even get the right news.

GOSH,get your bloody mother to do the dictation for u if cant interpret it well enough!

ps this was an implication given by one.one cook spoils the broth.

fret this.fret that.

when are the reults of the audition coming out?
im worried.
cause i did badly.
is it a yes
or no?

i'm having those 'i am full' burps right now.from chocolate -_-
it's gross but it's so COOL! lol. can you imagine how much chocolate that is??yummy!

anywayz, i've just come to realise how ugly or deformed or retarded i look in the previous post.
the point of it was to make my sis laugh.i'm sure that's gonna be a score. =) i love her too darn much it made me post a pic like that.gosh,she should be happy.

i've just skipped a heart beat now that i'm thinking of what's the verdict on American Idol. I want Adam Lambert to win but at the same time Kris totally captured my heart when he sang 'Heartless'. It really got the song stuck in me. i love that version so much!
People go around dissing that Adam sucks.well, the only two reason they are doing that is cause:
ONE: he's gay (as the news say)
TWO: they are jealous.in all ways possible.maybe their gfs' are crazy over him.maybe they dont have th
voice.


i mean why would people despise gay?that is so stupid. we are all equal and human.what difference does it??and to think the world is so civilised and gender discrimination has vanished.what people wanna do or say is up to them.they are living their own life.it's better to be someone they really are than to hide and live a miserable life pretending to be someone they are not.life's too short to live unhappily,we all learn that.without them,we won't have some of the hottest models or the greatest fashion designers.they even make the best of friends.
so if u got a problem with gay and the purple colour,shut your trap!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!


MY GIFT FOR YOU:
i love you!!
smile always

Dear Sisawayo!

You're 18 now.
im so proud of you.
you've grown already
(not vertically though)
i am so missing you right now.
i can't believe im missing the moment you turn 18
wish you are here or how i could be there.
have a blast,girl.
enjoy your first day being 18.
i hope you're still as childish as ever though.
i still wanna play with you.
=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ELEANORE!!

p.s. the song is so not by me.i found it on Youtube.but it's sweet and nice.

celebrity

Lady Gaga's 'Papparazi' is playing in my head.

'we'd be so fantastical'
'baby you know there's no other superstar'

we played our parts so well
we got everybody fooled
even when it has fallen apart.
the movie is still rolling
and they are all still believing.
i need a 'Cut'
im hating the action
wanna take a break
cause there's
the need to amend.

i should end up at drama school.

i'll tell you why!






right now,im having a fat attack!WTV.

anywayz, i wanna get a maxi dress.
i feel that my fat legs shouldnt be seen by the world.
and since i've got the height,why not use it to the fullest?

DARN am i proud to be tall!

the chiffon maxi dresses would be awesome,especially if there's a dance to it. =D
the silky one is superbly sultry.

i dunno why but i think it takes time to look for a nice maxi dress.
i hope we're fated to meet.

maxi dress, i so want you!even in my sleep!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

get the term right.

when a girl is meaty,she's called fat.

i'm tall and meaty so im BIG??
wtf!

so it's only alright when you're tall and thin?
that would only be considered normal??

so bloody hate it.
'OMG,girl.You're so big now!'
like what the hell!if you can't say anything nice
you can help by just shutting up.

doesnt mean when im smile i'm alright.
too bad for you i want to keep my bust and my ass!!

p.s. a girl can get very sensitive when it comes to physical appearance ok..

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

please.


You're pulling me down.
it's making me weaker.
how much more do i have to take?
i need the tests to stop.
i hate life's trials.
i can't pull through any of it.
i'm.not.that.strong.
please,stop.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

be ready?

i will explode after audition.
I SWEAR.

Monday, May 11, 2009

psst!! should i change my header??

here for you.

whatever you need
whenever it is
know that i will be here for you
that's what friends are for
i'm yours to keep.

don't hesitate to talk.
i'll do my best to listen.
you've got a friend in me.
i love you!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

showtime!!

another MUSICAL EVENING coming up.

wanna make it great!!

gonna let it keep my spirits up.

anyways,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
thanks for all the love and care.
thanks for always being there
even when i've pushed u away.
i'm sorry for all the hectic noise
and the crazy burps
and the endless farts.
i guess you'll have to bear with it?
I LOVE YOU,MUM!
even though we may not click all the time,
these bickers make us closer.
let's celebrate the love forever!
im glad you're gonna be stuck with me
=D
i love you.

Friday, May 8, 2009

p.s. drool plenty








i just went through the pics in my camera
and
saw the pics of food i've taken in Australia.

somehow, the chinese cuisine there is much much
tastier than the ones we have here.
oh,poor Kuching.

hmm..with all the food there,
it's no wonder i got 4kg heavier then.

oh wells,that was THEN.i am now.

=D

oh,i so mean this.


Tuesday, May 5, 2009

smile smile smile.







updates of ME!!

i've got so much to look forward to.
yippy yay!

~loves~

life is living me.

this is a song i have been listening to for the past two years. i love it!

i've got great taste so i'm sure you'll love it too. =D

it'd be really awesome to listen it on ur headphones and put it to full volume.the song will somehow wash u away with it... *floats*

Monday, May 4, 2009

what a crying shame.

how do u put it in a nicer way?

it's disgusting the way you treat a friend.

it's horrible how u can blame a friend for what you have done.

it's unbelievable how u can not know what's distracting you.

it's a shame to see people change into something so unpleasant.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

can u put disappoinment in words?
how do u receive a shocking news?

funny how u can see your friends turn their back on you.

it's eye-opening.
don't come back to me.
EVER.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

i wanna...

there's always a million things that one wishes to do.

if only we could clone ourselves.be at five places at the same time but still have the same heart though

where would i go?what would i do?

- i want to join cooking classes.like the ones on tv =D

- vocal lessons would be smashingly awesome

- sewing lessons (i dont know why)

- intensive dance lessons

- join the football academy.and maybe beat the guy's team.

- i want to learn how to put on really good make-up

- get a job as a personal stylist (i can spend all my time shopping)

- i want to live in a gym.makes me feel healthy.lmfao!

- join a really insane walkathon.maybe 30km?

- to own a really big kitchen and bake 76 kinds of cookies. 300 of each.

- oh oh!!to catwalk like crazy.till my legs are sick of heels.

- to tie both ends of my body and pull 'em.i need to gain more height.

- learn rhinoplasty so i can do it on myself.

- fashion designing course

- get a tattoo done on my side

- shrink the size of my BIG feet.

- make people smile!

wanna be a Superhuman!!

Friday, May 1, 2009

high


i see myself.in the mirror.and i gasp.
i'm in love with myself.
cause my nose looks tad sharper here!!

HELL YEAH IMMA DO THE JAI-HO!!
dance dance dance the night away.
oh,how i dont want to grow old
cause i want it to last forever,the way u make me sway.