Saturday, September 26, 2009

the truth hurts..

should i say this is another rant that i have?

when i went out not long ago, i saw plenty of old man with young women, from China.

i suppose u see where this is heading to now.
I always have this thought  'Why cant the guys just keep their fucking dicks in their pants?!' especially when they are old and married. I know it's a guy thing to get it going but come on, u are married and isn't there your wife there for u to that with??
Even so, you think it's so cool going around showing ur homies that you pimping other girls,young and fresh ones. You say it loud and proud that you're cool and you're a man for doing that. That is where i want to correct you. YOU ARE A FUCKING PUSSY FOR DOING THAT. You are married to your wife. Dont tell me u dont have the guts to do it with her just cause she aint tight like before? You think she feels just as good to sleep with you. She's nice enough not to complain and u are oh-so-grateful by sleeping with a younger lady outside. You married her for goodness sake! Stick with her. 
It's seriously sad how i see ladies of their golden age, supposedly enjoying their time but their husbands break their opportunity of enjoying it when they swore on the altar that they will love till the very end. That is why i call u ball-less! U can't even keep up a promise! what can u do as a man?!

i so do not know why i used the pronoun 'you'. i dont think there'll be any old creepos reading my blog, Those that stash away young mistresses and buy fake LV goods for them cause they cant afford the real one. And the old lechers that dress desperately young to impress and those that can afford real stuff just for sex. Hey, i can't blame the young seductress cause that's what she does for a living. Karma will hit her good when she gets her veneral disease. I blame you for not being able to hold urself back from temptations!

oh and the other thing!
now guys are using this stupid thing 'You love me only if u sleep with me'.
like hello!!since when this came up!?!
Girls are not Kleenex ok. You dont purchase us from supermarkets. Don't mean when u giving gifts, u buying us. We can get what we want when we want, two times better than what u can give!You dont use us then dispose us just like that!
Don't take us for granted cause you know that we're there. I tell u what, we can party a million times harder and play a million times smarter than u. Wanna bet?
It's just our nature of being loyal.
But i think it's only right in society these days that we all play around with relationships. After all, we're not married.
This doesnt make it sound as if u can play with us!
Wait till ur heart gets crushed one day :)

Girls, imma be there for u.
We'll heal hearts together.

Friday, September 25, 2009

i hate it when they're right.

they told me not to try
they told me i would cry
they told me u would break my heart
they told me  it's best we're apart


Logic leads the way
But emotions make me sway
The gentleness of words
The uncompromising absence


talking bout the future like it's happening
going through the past like they were just songs to sing


what are u gonna do about it if im insecure like that
you never give me the assurance cause i know u're that bad
but i cant do this any longer
cause im not any stronger


how am i suppose to let go
i cant bear to do so
but they'll tell me i need to
cause that way,i'll be far from you.



Saturday, September 19, 2009

still mad.

u know what made me bled the other day??

i was in a rush,heading to meeting at KFC and i saw this store that sold handbags.

OMFG to the maxx!!

THEY SOLD LOUIS VUITTON GRAFITTI!! what the bloody hell. i got so pissed!my blood boiled.i could feel my low blood pressure shoot up to the maximum level of high blood pressure.

im so mad! Marc Jacob's creations are awesome!! DONT BLOODY RUIN IT. damn damn damn!!

i was too mad, too upset and too MAD, i didnt have the time to take the picture. even when i left, i was in a rush..

i just managed to growl swear at the stall owner :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

parallel.


Parallel lines extending, into forever’s end,
Sorry broken hearts, that refuse to mend,
Destined never, to touch or to meet,
Could it be true love, that you seek?
I’ll write it all down, with a paper and a pen,
And then on your journey, will you I send,
To look for the one, who makes you sing,
Nameless songs to the sky and wind.
So bring me the light, of a dying star,
The song of a bird, who flew too far,
The scent of a flower, too late in spring,
And light from the moon, on silver wings.
A smile of compassion, in a world of sin,
The touch of a hand, upon wounded skin,
The portrait of a soul, the blind man drew,
All of these things, I ask of you.
Woven with the love, of the family and friend,
I’ll compose the symphonies, that to you, I’ll lend,
Pen down the stories, of the sun and the moon,
And turn them all into, sad pretty tunes.
So take my words, and hold them dear,
For there’s nothing else, you need to fear,
Go in search, of your long lost heart,
I’ll watch with rue, as you depart.
I hope you’ll find, your true love’s kiss,
Mend your heart, and get your wish,
Cause it sucked having, to write all this,
Since in the end, it’ll be you I miss.
*
Parallel lines extending, into forever’s end,
Sorry broken hearts, that refuse to mend,
Destined never, to touch or to meet,
Maybe it was you, that I did seek.
by: A-Mo-my-Nous =D

Monday, September 14, 2009

the world is in equal ratio.

'Kim's coming. I can HEAR her! '

' I bet that is Kim'

As u can see, i am tall. TALL TALL!

our head grows in ratio to our body,so does our feet.

In this case, my voice grows proportionally to my frame.

People complain i'm always too loud and i tend to disrupt things with my voice.

well i think this is a gift.

When attention is needed and u can't get it, I can call for it WITH my voice.

When u and i are in some form of danger, you can't find the voice to speak.. I can call for help WITH my voice.

When you need to get ur point across, i can intimidate, WITH my voice.

When you wanna find me but u can't cause u're too short, stuck in the crowds, you can always find me, WITH my voice.

When you need a cheer up, I am there, WITH my voice.

When you need an awesome supporter, I will cheer WITH my voice.

When you need a speaker after a late night out drinking and karaoke-ing together, I still can speak for you WITH my voice.

Can you do all that without dificulty?

I know i don't.

We all have our own unique traits and my voice happens to be one of many that i have =)

Your warped face and annoying eyebrows might be a part of your 'uniqueness' but i dont recall blabbing crap and complaining about it. I am nice.

If you still have a problem with my voice, FUCK OFF.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

unity.



We're all seeing it..
No enthusiasm for celebrating it..

We're all a country. You complain about the country not going any further. That's because the people refuse to bond. We're all blaming one another, in this case , blaming one's race for their mistakes. It's like blaming a whole family when one of the member is wrong. The thing that we all do not see is that it's not the race that should be blamed. It should be the people that has done wrong. For the sake of the happiness in life,we should all unite to 'abolish' those that harms the country. Not create more conflicts and pushing great people out of our life.


It's sad how little children live their life happily in school with friends everyday when suddenly their parents tell them not to hang out with a certain group just because of their race.

I think this stereotype thinking and classification of races should stop.. LIKE SERIOUSLY.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

delectable...



eyes to die for
the lips to melt for
and the body to kill for
plus, he's a dancer..

*drooling*

when u want a time capsule.

im seriously alarmed at how fast time has passed over the past few months..

i remember back to the beginning of the year, i was so moppy bout going into form 4 and at that point, tomorrow seemed like forever to me..

as i stroll along the corridors in school, now i see images of myself. I miss being rebellious!! i can't stand being who i am now. I feel as if im back to being a bird stuck in a cage,but this time not physically. My soul has been locked up in there.

i wanna be so loud that ppl can hear me from two blocks away.

i wanna run around and smack all the backs.

i wanna be able to laugh like a monkey and throw my head back and forth.

i wanna jump about just to express my happiness.

Now, i just feel plain old and mature. ewww..

I can't wait for exams to be over.. I want my six weeks of holidays!! Hate the system for cutting down an entire week! =(

too sweet to take in.

Say words
that can bloom flowers
sugar coated letters
that makes my heart flutter
Perished in thoughts
Carried away in hopes
Wake me up
because im leading nowhere
with this stupid set up
that will leave my bare..

Friday, September 4, 2009

doesn't mean when you don't hear it
things do not happen
i have emotions that i do not show
cause im still trying to live in pretence
that the things i hear isnt real.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

hear me out.

I don’t know where to begin

Just give me a moment to let it sink in

I can’t bear the weight of this

Nostalgia hit me in the head, ‘oh how I miss..’

The pain I have to hide

It’s killing me inside

I see my future shatter

I see my memories alter

Because things aren’t like they seem to be

Oh how I thought I was lucky to be me

Wasn’t I in mind?

Do you really love with your heart?

Can I still call u mine?

Because I hate to know how things drift apart


Promises of being there for me

When my heart aches

When my problem goes a-mess

But don’t you see

What you’ve done cannot bear

Any deeper scar in me

.

I’m not just saying

I so do wish I am fucking dreaming

Cause I’d even slap myself

To know that this ain’t reality.


How can things be like before

When history has already unfold itself.

How I wish everything I hear isn’t true

Because deep inside, I still want to love you.