i don't know what's up with me. 

i don't think i'm insane 

and i won't blame my hormones for this
but i feel like becoming a mother already.
put sex aside, 

i wanna wake up in the morning to hear my children screaming for me

i wanna do my daughter's hair every morning before she goes to school

i wanna remind my son to tuck in his shirt before he gets to school

i wanna cook dinner for a family of my own

right before i head to bed at night, i wanna stare into those eyes 

and i wanna hear them say 'Mummy, i love you' .