strong much?

i'm still hurting...inside.
how strong do i have to be?

it's true...

YOU'RE NOT SORRY -TAYLOR SWIFT

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

well done!!

im not talking bout how cook the meat has to be.
im CONGRATULATING the mooters!!

You all did an awesome job.

girls,im so proud of u.
i cant think of a better way than to spend my hols with u.
im gonna miss waking up to see u guys
or spending the nights going through moot cases.
im gonna miss the late night suppers
im gonna miss the times we spent pulling out our hair just to figure out a good argument
im gonna miss interpreting long and weird sentences with u two
im gonna miss laughing awkwardly in the library
im gonna miss writing and writing and writing when the lawyer speaks
im gonna miss the last two weeks i had.

special thanks to our lawyer, Mr Paul Tang.
fantastic lawyer that's absolutely dedicated to his job.

i.heart.earth.

don't u realise smthg??
when u jumble up the words 'earth', you get 'heart'.

in conclusion,

SAVE YOUR HEART,SAVE THE EARTH.

ppl!!turn off your lights tonight.
take the time to cuddle with your loved ones in bed.
take the time to appreciate the stars.
take the time to pamper yourself in the long bath.
take the time to do some serious thinking.

don't let the game play you
rule the game and win it well.

my apologies.

the truth hurts
a lie's worse.

now i have to be getting back to basics.

"start singing that same old song,
with a rougher tone
and the little black dress."

i would smash a guitar if i could.
we tend to want the things that we know are impossible.
knowing that it'll never happen, we still wanna get ourselves scarred.
unintentionally, we hurt the people that we love most.

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[Verse 1]

Youve always been a tough girl
But you feel you're about to break.
You're feeling stuck and out of luck
Watching your dreams all slip away.
You've been working mornings in the kitchen
and nights at the corner store.

As your life flies by
you wonder why
And you know that there's gotta be something more.

[Chorus]

Hold On
But don't hold too tight
let go its gonna be alright
Don't run away from what your heart is saying
Ohh Be strong
Face what you're afraid of
Come on
Show them what you're made of
I know its hard when your hope is gone
But you gotta keep holding on.

[Verse 2]

You hear a voice thats calling
And its telling you to make a change.
It's time to fly
And say goodbye
And move on to a better place
You know you gotta take the first step
To get where you wanna be

Just get on track and don't look back
Cause its the only way you're gonna be free.

[Chorus]

Hold On
Your gonna make it
Yor gonna be stronger
Hold On
Hang in there baby
Just a little bit longer
Hold On
There your gonna be fine
Dont give up
Be strong
When the going gets tough
You gotta Hold On
Hold On

[Chorus X 2]

Yeahhhhh
Hold On
Hold On
Hold On

mission accomplished.

i had one of the best camwhore sessions with my bestie last night!

then she got sick.

really bad blocked nose.

and i swear, it wasn't because of me. =(


THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS

will we pull through?

today clearly shows how things are at the moment.

although no intentions are there, everything is clear now.

there's no turning back on time.

in time to come, we all have to face reality.

no matter how painful, we have to pull through.

worth the love.

James Morrison is awesome!
His songs are so full of life. definitely worth a listen!
His eyes are fab too! =P

#1 Prom Brainstorm

well, it's been quite a while since i've had a post related to fashion so im gonna make u adore these!!

i've really really been thinking bout le grand prom next year!!

girls, go hunting for the perfect dress!

guys, pay close attention!

got a great theme in mind,anyone?

imma SURVIVOR!!

ok.

here's the thing.

i've revived myself, a bit, from the depressed person i was,maybe still am.

i'm talking a bit more.

definitely laughing and smiling a lot more.

right now, im not looking forward to going to school at all.

i don't hate the subjects.

i don't hate the canteen food, that much.

i don't hate being a prefect.

i don't hate the assignments.

i hate the fact that it's less than 2 years left with my friends
and how things have changed so much ever since form 1.

there's no point looking into the past.

i'd just focus on whatever's happening now

and just smile at everything that's around me.

i can't make my life THAT miserable.

TOTALLY POINTLESS.

i want it back!!

funny how my body is no longer letting me grow taller

this is frustrating

even worse, i think im shrinking!! =(

MEGA-sadness.

like from 173

down to 172

then down to 171!!

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgeee

please God.i think i have been a very nice person lately.

dont do this to me

dont take the one thing i know that i have

i've been losing everything lately.

not this,now..

unidentified

bring me a sunflower.

please tell me it'd be ok.

history repeats itself...

wanna find a GOOD camwhore time!!

need a smile
need a laugh

i know things change
and there might be some rain
but the clouds are gonna clear
and the sun's gonna shine again

lippy lips lip =P

first of all...
another WENJC has blown his candle today.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, ELDARIUS!!

it's Bahaman day

Lippy day.

man,love his lips.ngehehe.

this guy is so so darn nice. a real gentleman.
well,not really.
his testosterones are like going to the maxx level
so he's kinda perverse =D

kidding!!
thanks for being there for me,dude!!

close to perfect.

"with the global recession,we should splurge in order to keep the country's economy going."

i heart this so MUCH!

that's a call for us to be superheroes to our own country. =D

girls,indulge yourself at the mall,spa,sauna,whateever!!

guys,spend it on the girls =P

one lousy week

let's try pretending that things never happened.

let's try for a minute that things haven't changed.

let's try and pretend that u bother.

let's try to be happy for just ONE hour(it's only 60 minutes)

let's try not to care so much.

let's try to behave myself.

let's try to make it happen just like the good ol' times.

let's try not to forget what we used to do.

let's try not to be so paranoid.

let's try not to be so pessimistic.

let's try to calm myself down.

let's try not to think so far.

let's try not to ruin my holidays.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS, KIDS.

BIG 100!!

do u even know that this is my 100th post??

well, at first u didnt. im sure.

until u saw what's on top.

anywayz,im not gonna blame u for not being able to remember such a fab news cause im not sorry for it =D

---------------------------------------------------

since im always going on about how i want things this way or that way
or how it's suppose to be
or how wrong things are just cause it doesn't suit ME,
im gonna make a change for this post.
a huge change!
it's still gonna be about yours truly,of course!
but i'm gonna be talking bout my mistakes and what im gonna do bout it.
whether u like it or not with that im gonna do,
some of u are gonna bear the consequences of it.
=D

• ok..im LOUD!i know i know.and im not suppose to be anymore after being a prefect and after having 3 of my favourite ppl in the world have ye same bday wish.so..i will tune down from now on.i promise.

• for le next one,hmm..this is difficult.now im not sure if i wanna drop anymore of my bad habits.ok ok.i got one.umm...i will not procrastinate.in short,be diligent in my studies.

• since im not exactly specialised in anything at all besides being freakishly loud, i think i have to be an all-rounder myself. not be perfect, but at least be above retardation level.

• refrain from swearing!!haha.this is a major MUST!then i'll replace those words with severe randomness.

• im not sure bout this one cause i've said it a million times already but im gonna put it here anywayz.i think i should reduce my junk food intake.maybe 4x a week??omg!

• since im starting to drift away during lesson time, i promise myself to F-O-C-U-S and not fall asleep when teacher's teaching!

• please just let me reduce 2kg of body lard?

• i just realise that im no good at dancing.i feel pro-to-the-opposite when i stand close to those dancers. so now, im going to start training hard!

• since there's a downslope in the economy now,im gonna be very kind to cash. but i will let it run WILD when im on holidays.that's my only condition. =D

im going to stop at my ninth one before it becomes double digit because by then, i wont be able to cope.

i haven't been in the right mood lately.sorry.my blog is currently boring.

i have this feeling like i wanna declare Valentine's Day again today.hmm..make it ME LOVE DAY!! =D

HAPPY ME LOVE DAY, EVERYONE!!

recent recent recent

ok..hmm..

i passed 3 papers and flunked my Chemistry. it's normal,right??

well,im ok with the results.i can't say im impressed by it.wtv!

anywayz, interschool is over =( it's so freaking sad..

i miss getting burn under the hot sun and having to cheer like nuts!!
i miss the company too!

got 6th out of somewhere around 15-20 ppl.WALKATHON.so not satisfying.

Sport's Day coming up.

YELLOW,YELLOW,YELLOW,YELLOW!!

i think i might got banana-colour crazy...!!

i've got so much things floating around the cerebrum of my brain,it's tiring!!

oh, ra ra ra!!hope i get to spend time with my fellow mates soon again!!

i really miss u guyz!!