out of the question.

Death resolves everything.
If things were that simple.
I would have taken this road out of life as well.

Yours truly..

Michael Jackson left us early this morning. The King of Pop.

Who would have thought it would happen when everyone was looking forward to his comeback concert.i know i was.
supposedly known as the comeback of the century, now turns out to be the funeral of the century.

His music has been all over the world.It's been with us and especially our parents' times.

I could still remember being so afraid of watching 'thriller' at night,even till now.
But i definitely love the song!!

'Black or White' was a really good song too!The graphics towards the end where the different nationality came together and stuff. Being just a little girl, i was amazed. Honestly, i thought it was magic.

Then 'Heal the World' really touched my heart. It made me felt like we can make a change if only we tried to lend a helping hand.

I think there's just too many songs that i'll say that i like and that is so good. He really puts his all in his work. His songs are truly a piece of art.

I'm sure his songs will still be played forever. Even if forever is long..

there's nothing worse than doing something that you're forced to.
i think twice now.
i probably should know what i'm doing.
no harm done yet.

given a good reason to starve

have been salivating for a YELLOW converse!!
it even looks good when there's a little dirt on it.
lmfao.

i want that high-waisted vintage skirt.
goes along with plain tops.
a sling bag.a simple bangle.and a hat.

this vintage hat would go well with my asian pau face!
and wide-apart eyes.
so much for my flaws...

my favourite colours combined.
the product of yellow and teal.
maxi dress suits me cause i am tall.

i love this whole idea.it looks really good.
the puffy high waisted skirt goes nicely on my waist =D
i do have my strong sides too.

nothing better than this!!
corset-licious expecially with tartan
i would cry if i get this.

this would portray the feminine side of me.
i love how the colour of the dress blends nicely with the skin.
i love this dress.

WHITE.

why am i having this craving for white?
it attracts me.
my eyes.
and my body coordination.

going through a whole white section actually makes me smile.
so WTF right?
people might actually think that im smiling to the clothes.
even worse, having telepathic conversation WITH the clothes.
=S

it doesnt make me look very good
cause im fat in them
and my skin has gotten fairer now.
but why like white so badly?

that's why!

you're just too caught up with
your OWN relationship.
you wanna know why,didnt u?

Prom Preparation #2

RAINBOW theme!!
I'm a feeling this one a bit.
i.heart.colours.

Hat Fiesta!!
the time to take a look at the triendest and funniest hats.

Masquerades have been a thing!
Everyone opts for this.
but where the ___ do you find nice masquerades in Kuching?
wanna make it a D.I.Y theme?
but seriously, how many people is actually gonna follow that theme?

We're giving it till after exams, for the theme.
So whatever ideas you have, just bring it up!!
Right now, the theme in mind is 'Go Hollywood'.
It's actually up to their imagination and creativity to interpret that idea.
'Go Hollywood' can mean to glam up for the night.
You can be braver and dress up like celebs.
If this theme stays, I wanna go as Paris Hilton (my idol).
=D

trendy much?

i've gotten over with my chem , bio and physics test today!!

woot~

and i still went back to my be-lah-veed Red Bull. addiction...

exams on the 1st July till the 10th.
hopefully i can get through it without falling sick.

i am in love with the bohemian look now. surprisingly, i see people dressing better now. AMEN!


seriously, this is what i call the bohemish look. fyi, it could have been better.

unimpressed.

i was feeling down today. the mood wasn't right.
i just started to think...

i really hate school now. it's not this phase,anymore.
and im not looking forward to going to school in 8 hour's time.

even if i can't leave for aus. i wanna change my school.period.

testing 1,2,3

my patience will be tested starting from today onwards..
i have to make the right decision.

"to spend or not to spend?"

i remind myself over and over again not to spend.start saving..
i'm sort of like motivated cause i managed to save up to fifty now :s sorry.not much of a saver.
what do i say when i need to buy something?

"do i really need it NOW?"
"I'm too fat to look good in anything"
"I will need the money when i travel in the future"

also, I should stop spending money on food..bad junk food. but WHO can resist chocolate?!?

i should keep updated with my piggy bank in another month or so. By then i hope the fifty bucks is still there.LOL. i should padlock my stash of cash.


i wanna be filthy rich =D
period.

having that lily allen in me.

i love that British accent!! i've been having this phase about British this-thats.

i so wanna ride this bus ONE DAY!!it's red and big and double-decker.. i dont think i will have motion sickness on that.

this oblong-shaped thing reminds me so much of Mr Bean. Basically the happy memories of when i was a kid. I've never posted something through a postbox like that. -_-
i wanna get the chance to..


i am seriously feeling this one..way way feel this picture. There's so much life to it!! I might even go dizzy if i have the opportunity to get to one of these places. Graffiti is an awesome form of art!

Have you seen the clothes the guys put on themselves??oolala!they actually take the effort to make themselves look good. i know there's nthg wrong with a tee and board shorts but baby that is for the beach. dont u wanna impress some girls? at least flatter us with your sense of style. *wink* bloody hint.


and the girls there are awfully bold to try something different and yet no one would care. They might even end up making fashion statements. If i were to wear something a little different from the norm in Kuching, everyone would be either gawking or confused about what im wearing.oh sighs.. i just love how they let their clothes do the talking instead.







here's that other part of Britain. enjoy =D

crazy stazy fazy...

i know it's been weeks since i've watched Gossip Girl but i still cannot get over that wrap dress that Serena put on in Season 2. Super awesome! she really embraces her curves =D i adore her.lmfao.

thanks for the memories.

this world breeds selfish, small-minded and jealous stereotypes.

if you don't know someone, don't assume who they are until you really get to know them.

It's undeniably funny how you all would go through such low doings just because you are inferior.
trust me, you will die faster with all that hatred.

The only reason you've been hating cause you know you've got nowhere to go. So don't blame me for your misfits and your sorry life.

Whatever fun you are having, don't mind me cause i can party better. Thanks for making me realise what kinda friend you can be.

From now onwards, DON'T ever look for me for any reason. I'll wash my hands off everything. I'll not care about anything because my advices have been choking you up so now I'll let go and you can start breathing.

You've given me every reason to continue living because it's people like you that make me work that much harder.

ridiculous-ness

the holidays are suppose to be a time for us to CHILLAX from the horrible school stress.
but i guess the teachers must be missing us so much that they make us take 3 Science subject's test ON THE SAME DAY!!

where is the cry for joy during the holidays?

soon after that, i have this THING called EXAMINATION.

oh brother!how bothersome.

anyways, it's just sick how X says that X wants everything to be like before cause X apparently needs someone at that moment of time.then X gets back in the 'game' again, X throws you away and forget you just like that.

FYI, I'M NOT YOUR BLOODY KLEENEX!!
fug yourself

take a bow.

i am a Rihanna fan but i just got to say Leona's 'Take a Bow' is nicer. Her vocals are mind-blowing.

i heart her.VOICE.

BULL-less...

Do you all know that Red Bull has been taken off the shelves now??

Apparently, it seems to contain cocaine.

i aint shitting nobody.
read here :http://www.bernama.com/bernama/v5/newsgeneral.php?id=415600
OMG!!

what am i suppose to rely on when i study for exams now?
i used to live on Red Bull itself cause it keeps me awake. i stopped coffee cause too much of it aint good besides, Red Bull has more sugar in it. *thumbs up*

But oh no!!why the hell they put cocaine in it??is that why it cost more than Coke?

can u imagine?

have u ever wondered what it would be like if reading someone's blog enables you to feel the emotion that they are feeling??
or maybe just to hear their breathing when they are typing their post?

cause if there's such a thing,you'll be going on a rollercoaster of emotions just reading my blog.

haha.but at the same time it'll be so awesome!!

imagine reading a very solemn and calm kinda blog,you have this soothing tone and rhythm to it but once you shift to another post that's filled with rants and excitement, the key goes off to a really high-pitch one then it starts to get really annoying.by then, reading blogs would be the most hated hobby.

LOL.

sometimes i think i wonder too much...

dare i?

i have ye fear of standing on the weighing scale now.

i might scream,which might later lead to me fainting,when i read the scale.

i might not even be able to balance myself there!

should i read what's on the scale?

cause i dont wanna see what's there!
even worse if i get HUGE numbers. *panting*

i'd rather be yelled/mad at
than be depressed in my room,
period.

remember this?

read with care.

oh hell yeah, it has nothing to do with me! cause i aint the one having a problem.

WHAT A SHAME.

since i'm this bored

i can't be alone and quiet.
it will lead to depression.

you know how some people can make good movie stars?

their role-playing gets ppl so convinced,
it's so sickening.
but their lies and tactics are always the same ,
it's getting lame and boring.
stop the smiling.
stop faking.
you're only doing that cause you're miserable inside.
oh, poor you for missing out on greatness.
btw, you have yet to show gratitude for all the things i've done.
(what would you be without me?)