i miss blogging!!

school work has been very unkind to me
tuition has been very tiring
extra curricular activities sucked out all my energy

i've lost confidence in myself.
why?
why did it happen?
is it because of people like you that keeps pushing me down?
never giving credit whenever it is due.
instead u find all my mistakes just to crush me.
you dont appreciate and value me
you think that im no good for anything.

the pressure is killing me
making me panic
making me weak
making me bad
yet,i can't run away from all that.
forced to face it
forced to break down
forced to like it.

i shall now learn to be optimistic!!

yes,i will start tomorrow.

at the same time, conquer 2009,ya'll!