when i went out not long ago, i saw plenty of old man with young women, from China.
i suppose u see where this is heading to now.
I always have this thought 'Why cant the guys just keep their fucking dicks in their pants?!' especially when they are old and married. I know it's a guy thing to get it going but come on, u are married and isn't there your wife there for u to that with??
Even so, you think it's so cool going around showing ur homies that you pimping other girls,young and fresh ones. You say it loud and proud that you're cool and you're a man for doing that. That is where i want to correct you. YOU ARE A FUCKING PUSSY FOR DOING THAT. You are married to your wife. Dont tell me u dont have the guts to do it with her just cause she aint tight like before? You think she feels just as good to sleep with you. She's nice enough not to complain and u are oh-so-grateful by sleeping with a younger lady outside. You married her for goodness sake! Stick with her.
It's seriously sad how i see ladies of their golden age, supposedly enjoying their time but their husbands break their opportunity of enjoying it when they swore on the altar that they will love till the very end. That is why i call u ball-less! U can't even keep up a promise! what can u do as a man?!
i so do not know why i used the pronoun 'you'. i dont think there'll be any old creepos reading my blog, Those that stash away young mistresses and buy fake LV goods for them cause they cant afford the real one. And the old lechers that dress desperately young to impress and those that can afford real stuff just for sex. Hey, i can't blame the young seductress cause that's what she does for a living. Karma will hit her good when she gets her veneral disease. I blame you for not being able to hold urself back from temptations!
oh and the other thing!
now guys are using this stupid thing 'You love me only if u sleep with me'.
like hello!!since when this came up!?!
Girls are not Kleenex ok. You dont purchase us from supermarkets. Don't mean when u giving gifts, u buying us. We can get what we want when we want, two times better than what u can give!You dont use us then dispose us just like that!
Don't take us for granted cause you know that we're there. I tell u what, we can party a million times harder and play a million times smarter than u. Wanna bet?
It's just our nature of being loyal.
But i think it's only right in society these days that we all play around with relationships. After all, we're not married.
This doesnt make it sound as if u can play with us!
i was in a rush,heading to meeting at KFC and i saw this store that sold handbags.
OMFG to the maxx!!
THEY SOLD LOUIS VUITTON GRAFITTI!! what the bloody hell. i got so pissed!my blood boiled.i could feel my low blood pressure shoot up to the maximum level of high blood pressure.
im so mad! Marc Jacob's creations are awesome!! DONT BLOODY RUIN IT.damn damn damn!!
i was too mad, too upset and too MAD, i didnt have the time to take the picture. even when i left, i was in a rush..
i just managed to growl swear at the stall owner :)
We're all seeing it.. No enthusiasm for celebrating it..
We're all a country. You complain about the country not going any further. That's because the people refuse to bond. We're all blaming one another, in this case , blaming one's race for their mistakes. It's like blaming a whole family when one of the member is wrong. The thing that we all do not see is that it's not the race that should be blamed. It should be the people that has done wrong. For the sake of the happiness in life,we should all unite to 'abolish' those that harms the country. Not create more conflicts and pushing great people out of our life.
It's sad how little children live their life happily in school with friends everyday when suddenly their parents tell them not to hang out with a certain group just because of their race.
I think this stereotype thinking and classification of races should stop.. LIKE SERIOUSLY.
im seriously alarmed at how fast time has passed over the past few months..
i remember back to the beginning of the year, i was so moppy bout going into form 4 and at that point, tomorrow seemed like forever to me..
as i stroll along the corridors in school, now i see images of myself. I miss being rebellious!! i can't stand being who i am now. I feel as if im back to being a bird stuck in a cage,but this time not physically. My soul has been locked up in there.
i wanna be so loud that ppl can hear me from two blocks away.
i wanna run around and smack all the backs.
i wanna be able to laugh like a monkey and throw my head back and forth.
i wanna jump about just to express my happiness.
Now, i just feel plain old and mature. ewww..
I can't wait for exams to be over.. I want my six weeks of holidays!! Hate the system for cutting down an entire week! =(
Say words that can bloom flowers sugar coated letters that makes my heart flutter Perished in thoughts Carried away in hopes Wake me up because im leading nowhere with this stupid set up that will leave my bare..
Friday, September 4, 2009
doesn't mean when you don't hear it things do not happen i have emotions that i do not show cause im still trying to live in pretence that the things i hear isnt real.
it's insane! in a good way,the feeling it gives send chills down my spine. on the other note, it leaves with that great burning sensation that makes you restless. im indecisive because each choice has its own consequences. which one am i prepared to face? can i pull through this silly dilemma?
THIS IS SUCH A WASTE OF MY FUGLY TIME.
i hate it when i love you so much and i can't make myself hate what u did.
darn it!it's irresponsible people like you that support these stupid actions.
just get the damn original thing ok!!
dont ruin the good nature of it.
i know u think it's probably not worth it to pay for the product's brand. if that's the case, dont get the retarded fake version as well! there's so many brands on the market. get something else. dont bloody get the fake one.
u probably think i should leave the world alone but NO! im not gonna let that happen.
the scenario's like this. a girl of her early twenties finally getting her dream Louis Vuitton after 3 years of saving. then she uses it out. and sees another ah lien using the same bag. and the ah lien bought it at 1/12 of the price! it totally ruins the excitement of owning something branded and nice! the thrill of owning the bag and smelling the leather ALL CRUSHED just cause of assholes like you who supports goods-imitation!
i don't want to bother anymore. let me just have some quiet time alone. you don't have to say cause i have eyes to see and maybe cause u've screwed up your priorities.
i dont think im being highly sensitive about this but it's like when a person apologises to you, it's always better when it's face-to-face or at least through a phone call. a text can be so emotionless..
what's even worse when they are so-not sorry at all and they give you this 'hey.sry bout just now'. Like hey!sure..SRY my ass!!
if u dont feel like apologizing, dont bother!dont waste your time and my phone space.
please!be sincere bout something.short forms can cut off the true meaning of everything.
even simple 'ily' is so STUPID! if u really love someone, dont tell me u can't take time just to type a meaningful yet short 'I LOVE YOU'
gosh..what lousy fingers! and it's because of fingers like that, the sincerity is taken away from everything!!
*it's one of those times when i go really sensitive again*
I wanna travel around the world. I wanna go to India to drown myself in rich-coloured fabrics and awesome saris I wanna go to Mexico to drown my taste buds I wanna go to Africa to visit the little children I wanna go to London for the scene and their plays! I wanna go to Italy for their cheese and sweet treats I wanna go to Spain for their happy lifestyle I wanna go to the States to be in Hollywood I wanna go to Hong Kong to eat good dim sum! I wanna go to the Caribbean to get a sexy tan I wanna go to North Pole and get my tongue stuck to the ice I wanna go to Greece to witness a wedding I wanna go to New Orleans and go crazy for Mardi Gras
sadly..
i'm stuck HERE.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
the fact that the picture is still there shows that it still has plenty of sentimental value to me although we have plenty of differences now. why not make the best of our last two years? why make a scene from everything?
u say things without thinking twice. u may not mean it but it may hurt others. and now that you've got it back at you, you feel the slight burning sensation in ur heart.
although i've been pretty loaded with stuff i still have to update my blog.i'll feel bad if i leave it dead.anwyays, i've been going around and hearing problems and stuff bout girl-and-guy relationships.
I am not sexist.
this is purely observations i've made.
1. Guys, if u may feel something for someone, please clear your thoughts properly. Sometimes you may just care for someone like a sibling than a friend. It may not be more than that. However, no harm trying. Just give it a thought first.
2. People, as girls, i'm sure we all want to feel secure and truly loved. So guys, be persistent and patient but girls, please give the guys a rest. When you reject them the first time to test them, they're bruised enough cause they finally got the courage to confess their feelings to you and you push it away like that. If you really like the guy but you just want to test him, dont reject him over and over again. Trust me, you'll regret when he leaves. And when he does, it's not because he doesn't love you anymore but it's because he rather love you from a distance than to get hurt by you day by day.
3. If you think things can work out with the person just get together with him/her. It wouldnt kill to just try.THIS IS NOT A MARRIAGE! there is no eternal commitment here.
4. Guys, if you want to express your feelings to a girl and expect something more than that, ASK her. Just open and ask " Do you want to be my girl?" or something like that. You know, it doesnt mean that when you confess your feelings, the girl automatically knows that you want to be in a relationship with her.Sometimes loving someone doesnt necessarily mean you have to be with the person but in your case, if u want it, THEN ASK FOR IT!
5. If you got a girl, treat her well. It's the most embarrasing thing to do if u make a girl cry. What is with your bloody ego and temper? If your gf happens to be better than you at certain things, be happy for her. Why the hell do u get mad and jealous for? 'like wow! that is love' This is like a sick emotional abuse for the girl if the girl makes effort to achieve something and you get mad at her for making the effort in succeeding.
6. Once it's over, just LET IT BE!! Don't seek revenge. It's so not worth the time and effort. Allow yourself a maximum of one week to sob and down yourself with ice-cream. After that, it's a you without the him/her. IT'S HIGH SCHOOL LIFE! you only get to go through this ONCE!!!
7. besides, i don't see what's so bad being single. =D
from today onwards, i swear i do not want to be skinny thin. i wanna keep my stash. i saw, i stared, my heart pounded with horror. dancing with absolutely no meat is horrible. especially when it comes to reggaeton.-_-
these are better than boys. they treat you well and they don't throw stupid tantrums at you.they don't find the need to boost their ego cause they are already better than enough.
i love the red BMW.However, it is a concept car. I so want to be a millionaire!
BMW makes me work so much harder.
this is definitely going to be in my list of 'Things to Buy'!
im in need of something that can calm me down when im hyped or when im angry.just something that can clear the usual female mood swings.
I used to clear my mind by shopping.but what can i do? im not rich. can't spend money everyday.
and spending money that doesn't belong to me or that doesn't come from me is BAD.there's only satisfaction when you know that you've bought something you really like from your own effort.
this habit must be gone,especially when i'm trying to save now.
the other common therapy is by indulging in food. I've had had this therapy before where i gained plenty of weight . =D
somehow this one really works so well, but it's so horrible for the body.
it's like when u eat, the food is all you think about.the world stops there for you to have that food be chewed thoroughly in your mouth.
this is so unfair!
but i dont wanna end up like her. =(
oh wells, a girl has got to get a little extra sugar in her system once in a while.. =)
p.s.hun, i can't update all the time.i've got to get the mojo.
i'm a girl, different from the common.rarely good yet seldom bad.
i do the things that other girls do.
i do the things that other girls don't.
i try to find the little things to amuse me to enjoy the pleasures of life.
i'm one with the nasty attitude but i won't stop sharing my love.
my heart beats for a reason.
1. a portfolio 2. to save money 3. vintage pearls 4. a street bike 5. a good tan 6. to be merry all the time 7. to be 5" 11. 8. to love and be loved 9. good memories with friends. 10.happiness. 11. my college bag.
