just another boring holiday

I'm so so so so so so so so upset that i won't be going to Singapore for Christmas.OMG!!!the hotel room is like almost 1k per night.so blardy exp =( i'm sad to the max!!i've been looking forward to going there and shop like crazy so i can actually chill and make up for the bloody times i've lost and wasted being stuck at home doing nothing!!!the only thing i like about this holiday is that i'm working(which means i don't get stuck at home plus i earn my own money) and i'm taking dance classes.

so much for the unforgettable holiday huh? urgh!

what is it you dont get when im suppose to enjoy my hols now so i can actually focus next year?gosh!!

ok, so right now, i'm like pretty tired everyday cause i am like sitting down the whole day and being in front of the computer. straining my eyes and pumping my brain is taking up a lot of my energy. and being stressed out when the kids climbs all over you is so power-drenching.maybe it's because they see me as an older friend although they address me as a teacher.

Remember the kid that said that i was cute?if u read my older post, you would understand. during the 3-hour break, when we watch a movie now, he sits on my lap. =D well, that's because he's so skinny that his button on his pants hurts his ass ,so practically him sitting on my fat thighs is like cushy pillow for him.lol.but i get to hug him!!so cute!

On Friday, we'll be having an interactive lesson so we're gonna teach the kids how to make sandwiches and fruit salad.yummy!i hope none of the students end up cutting my finger because the teacher is suppose to hold the food and guide the student to cut. and in my own kitchen, i always cut my own fingers!!

my dad is coming back from dubai tomorrow.omg!he's gonna make me cut my hair.i think i should cut it soon because i was thinking bout doing my portfolio so i need time for my hair to grow out nicely,like 2 weeks..

i wanna get this haircut cause it fits the asian face but i'm wearing glasses and that makes me totally geeky and so not nice.lol.and i might be mistaken for a freaking ah lien....ewww!


this hairstyle is chic too!!!i love this more actually.or maybe because she has a hotter nose and looks more of an ang moh.so super duper nice...i want this.at the same time i might need a nose surgery.like urgently!



if i was skinny and had a tanner skin, i'd definitely do this haircut.it's so cool!!like super madness man!!yet so sexy and stylish.it's like the party-mode hair too!!i adore this.i've always had this thing to do such hairstyle and rihanna definitely did this one very very well.hands down!

suggestions for my hair?maybe i should just layer it and trim it like old me old me?