my unreasonable rantings

I dont know why i'm so pathetic and sad now.My friends are back from KL already.This sucks.


I dont want to frown so much like her till i grow old and saggy!

urgh man.i feel so lousy about myself.Why do people feel that way??

Things i know that are making me sad

1. i want to go shopping crazy so badly.
2. i dont want to stay in Malaysia to study.i freaking hate Sejarah!
3. i want to lose weight and wear my shorts again!!
4. i want to watch Gossip Girl's Season 2
5. i haven't started my dancing lessons.
6. i have not sleep for one day without anyone disturbing me
7. i want to graffiti my room
8. i am impatient to find nice sandals or slippers for myself
9. i want to be happy
10. i cant wait till i get my portfolio done!
11. i cant find that many dancing crazies =(
12. i want to get my Gucci bag!
13. i'm searching for the perfect hairstyle for me
14. i dont want to be pestered about petty things!
15. i hate my bloody asian nose!! (im not racist)
16. i want the perfect beach night
17. i want to find time to tan myself!!
18. i dont want to feel that i'm poor when i'm shopping
    
19. im sick of staying at home
20. i hate lonely days

Gosh, with all that,i think i seriously sounded like a brat.It's nice to get things out of our system.

Dont expect so much from life cause it will make us more disappointed.That's seriously what I've learnt so far in life.I hope i can be more carefree and instill the i-dont-care attitude in me.

The other sucky thing is that i cant seem to make my colour coordination nice.Everything clashes so badly.Damn it!!

This emotional condition is driving me bonkers!!Can there be a treatment for this?What is yours?